So, uh. This is bizarre. You'll see in a second.
Spread: 3 Cards
Question: What should I be aware of today?
Cards:
- Past: Empress, reversed
- Light, truth, unraveling of involved matters, public rejoice, or vacillation
- Present: 4 of Wands, reversed
- Increase, felicity, beauty, embellishment
- Future: Knight of Wands
- Departure, absence, flight, emigration, change of residence
Interpretation:
So, like, first of all. Weird, right? Same cards as before, though in a different order, and some are reversed... I dunno. Maybe I'm not shuffling enough. But I'm going to take it with good faith.
So, I don't know if it's a hugely impactful spread. Maybe they don't always have to be? Maybe the scope of a spread doesn't have to be huge, in the grand scheme of things.
Looks like past is talking about my goals to be more open and forthcoming. Both in mental health issues, and the struggles I'm going through. I've been a hermit long enough. I don't have to be a hermit forever. Maybe?
For present, increase... I don't know, I feel like the more I'm willing to be forthcoming with this stuff, the more people are showing actual reactions to me. Which I guess is both good and bad. Maybe people think I'm being an embellishing person, for attention, or some sort of sick notoriety? Perish the thought, honestly--I'd rather people think me histrionic than disingenuous.
For future, departure/absence/flight/emigration/moving, etc. I don't know if that's a portent or an opportunity. Like people moving in and out of my life--both good and bad?
Gosh, this is a hard one to get a bead on. I'll have to chew on it a bit and if I think of anything particularly useful or insightful, I'll update this post.
Action(s):
- Reminder to myself that being honest and unabashedly me is--and always will be, imperfectly--a goal of mine. Hiding who I am to the universe doesn't do anyone any good.
- Another reminder to self: fluctuations of people in and out of my circle are inevitable. This is both heartwarming, and heartbreaking. But it is life, every ounce of happiness and pain that comes with it. I must be willing to take the bad with the good.